The three of us went over to Tina’s obtensibly to scrapbook. I was there for over three hours, and did about 1/3 of a layout until Tina got my fussy baby to fall asleep and I rushed through a layout with no embellishments whatsoever. Maybe I got B too tired from our little excursion yesterday. Aviana had a lot of fun “microwaving” “ice cream” in the play kitchen and pushing Dora in the stroller just her size and “watching” Baby McDonald and Monsters, Inc. She played so well independently. I asked my friends why she doesn’t do that at home, and they said it was because there she had new and different toys. So how can I get her new and different toys all the time?
I made up for it at naptime and after bedtime and got some more layouts done. I realized that in the depth of my depression I had not one iota of creativity. I couldn’t even think of anything to do, other than sit on the couch and stare blankly at the TV. Now I’m making up for lost time!